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Crush?
Did it even happens to you? You’re sure that you know someone but at lease you really don’t. You base your “knowing relation” of this person by things you found on internet. Because yes, i’m talking about celebrity crush. There so much things you can find, so you idealise them and you create the perfect boyfriend in your head. But the thing, is that “Mr. Right” can’t very disapoint you, because you don’t have a lot of chance to talk with him in a serious way or alone. The thing a want to say is that I do that all the time, and I know i’m not the only one. But I think that doing that is not necessarily good for us because one day, anytime, you can heard something about this person and just not be interest anymore. And that can break you’re heart in a certain way. Because you think that all this time you were waiting for him, for this “perfect guy”, but is not real at all, and when you realise that, it hurts.
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Sometimes …
Sometimes, people change. Not necessarily for good. Maybe they think that it’s good for them because they are at an other side of their life. But that’s not it. The real side of a life, it’s the side where all your friends and family and the people that love you, are. Because it’s this side that help you to grow up.
Sometimes, you think of things that you don’t necessarily want in your mind. And when it’s happen, you are so naive and so .. “I don’t care about anything” but you can’t do anything for chasing these feelings because it’s like if you were on a cloud. Everything is fun to endorse, even the worst things that can happen have a good side. You know this feeling? If it’s yes, it’s because at a certain time in your life you were passionately in love or you are passionately in love. Actualy, I never had this feeling. But at lease, I think that is what you feel.
Sometimes, you have fights. I mean fights with people you don’t really want to. Everything can happen when 2 differents ideas came out of 2 mouths of people that are a little to similar. Like a best friend or a parents. When those kind of thing happens, even if you don’t want to, you feel bad for the affected person. Because you feel all the culpability on you now. You feel alone because you’re waiting for the apologize of the person, and the person is waiting for your apologize. And you know that. But when one of them finally decide to be more stronger than the other, everything is ok. Because, at the end, the 2 persons give their apologizes to the other.
Sometimes, people tell you what to do. You can expect it from your parents but when it’s your friends that start to telling you things to do with a little to much conviction, it’s not a good sign. Because maybe they would like to be in your situation and want you to do what they would do, or maybe they’re not very good friends, because when someone want something very badly, they can do everything, even become very bossy. But maybe, your friends only want you to be in security. Because sometimes you can’t feel the danger for some things. And when it becomes to hard to convince the person that it’s dangerous, you have to tell her what to do.. When it’s those kind of “telling what to do” story it’s ok because it can change life.
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Whoever I Am, I Believe.
Did someone ever imagine, did someone ever… think of all the horrible things that can happen in life? I’m not talking about heart broken or friendships ending, maybe when those kind of things happen they are very hurtfull, but the things that are very, very painfull we don’t even know what it is, because we don’t want to think about it.. I don’t know why i’m saying that. I’m not a negative person, i’m kind of always happy. I Think it’s because I just saw the News on TV and everytime i’m listening that, I feel blessed to have something to eat and to have a house where i can live with all my familly. When I start thinking about that, I wish i had a “Off Button” for turning off my mind 3 seconds. But we can’t get away, wherever we go, the pain of the world is there. It’s the price to pay for living in this world, that maybe is perfect for someone.
Thought of the day : “Something’s happening in this world, maybe it is because of me. Because of my selfish consciance that ,whatever happens, always think of her. Maybe, me and her it’s 2. Because sometimes I can’t believe i’m thinking of such things. I’m not normal, i’m always thinking of me before others. Even the people i love more than everything in the world can be, sometimes, after me in my mind. Wait. Everyone is like that. Everyone think about himself before everything else. Sometimes we don’t even know we’re doing this. Maybe the older people are not like that or maybe they believe they’re not like that. Maybe when childs begans to cry for their lollipop believe they’re not like that. But Whoever you are you believe you’re not, Whoever I Am, I Believe.”
